Thoughts on the loose!!!

Gosh!!! I see it now, that last post was highly eeeeeeehh...motional :&  Did I really write that?? I can be such a drama queen. Seriously, even if it isn’t about fear ...why so much drama? Mtcheew. And just like that, I’m over FEAR ;) Anyways, talking about something totally different...Age perception...let me explain, age perception in the sense of how people tend to assess and address you, based on how old they think you are. Honestly, I think everyone should play it safe and address people with common courtesy, but sadly being associated with the Nigerian culture that demands that you dress the way you want to be addressed and other ‘bad belle’ characters that don’t expect others to be at the level they are; judging with size or other outward characteristics, you find yourself wondering WTH!!! Personally I don’t care how old people think I am, that is until my rights are being infringed on as a result. It’s really annoying when people feel they can talk to you anyhow they like just because you’re small (compared to them), calm (compared to them), respectful (compared to them), in contact with your inner child (compared to them) or just cute :D *running way*. But there is this set of people who just poor out respect/courtesy, even though they might think otherwise in their mind... they give it out and you are none the wiser because they first acknowledged the fact that everyone is a human being. I have so many of such people as friends though; it’s the ‘queer’ minority that I don’t understand. And really the tables can turn, in this race called ‘life’ you succeed or fail based on the relationships that you are able to harness or ...not harness. I believe that even if it is not in ones nature, a conscious effort should be made to be nice and approachable.

Euphemism or No?

I've picked the phone to call you a million times, and I've stopped myself a ‘ gazillion’ times. You and I used to be the same people, thought we shared that forever bond; not forever forever....but something close. Now I can’t bring myself to say hello, every interaction we have seems to bring more hurt and pain. Its like we find more words and ideas to hurt each other every time, we push away with all the strength we have because we think if we say enough hurting words, we would convince ourselves that it was all a lie from the beginning. But it wasn't, since we began you encouraged me, embraced me, covered me, even when I was misunderstood....you got me. Gradually it all changed, you grew cold feet, you convinced yourself somehow that we would not work, that I was better off without you...then you got me believing it too; and then we couldn't go back, we cannot! And we can’t play around either, because whether we like it or not...right now, we function effectively apart from each other.....Goodbye Fear!       

Would really love to know what you guys think about this piece.....I say it is what it is;)

...................I'm Awake!!!

OMG!!!My brother just asked me if i had a blog........boringmuch

This was supposed to be a place where I could get real; not in a diary type 'o way though, just put my thoughts out here, some of them; to call issues what they really are or what I think they are, but it would seem that since my first post I haven't said much of anything.  Notwithstanding, I've had quite an eventful year and I've been ad-versed to reading and writing or any form of unnecessary brain activity, just the minimum money calculations and keeping up smart appearances.:D 'Beht' all that is about to change. I have discovered that being 'in the know' pays a lot, I mean you don't have to be a know it all but it doesn't hurt to know a bit about everything. So YES I have a blog!!!! This blog is about my point of view on any issue that bothers me and of which I am bold enough to come clean to the world about. As the viewer you could suggest issues to talk about but bear in mind, I don't always have an opinion about everything that happens and I might not always be interested in telling the world how I feel; I'd rather tell it to God. No Offense. So this is it; this is Me.